The Story of My Heart, 1883

CHAPTER I: THE STORY OF MY HEART [published Oct. 1883] commences seventeen years ago. In the glow of youth there were times every now and then when I felt the necessity of a strong inspiration of soul thought. My heart was dusty, parched for want of the rain of deep feeling; my mind arid and dry, for there is a dust which settles on the heart as well as that which falls on a ledge. ... When this began to form I felt eager to escape from it, to throw off the heavy clothing, to drink deeply once more at the fresh fountains of life. An inspiration―a long deep breath of the pure air of thought―could alone give health to the heart. There is a hill [Liddington] to which I used to resort at such periods. The labour of walking three miles to it, all the while gradually ascending, seemed to clear my blood of the heaviness accumulated at home. On a warm summer day the slow continued rise required continual effort, which carried away the sense of oppression.... I began to breathe a new air and to have a fresher aspiration. ... Moving up the sweet short turf, at every step my heart seemed to obtain a wider horizon of feeling; with every inhalation of rich pure air, a deeper desire. The very light of the sun was whiter and more brilliant here. By the time I had reached the summit I had entirely forgotten the petty circumstances and the annoyances of existence. I felt myself, myself.

03 August 2026

A Peculiarly English Genius Vol. IV to be published 6 November 2026

 


The fourth and final volume of this biography by Andrew Rossabi, the President of the Richard Jefferies Society, covers Jefferies’ last five years. This brings to a closure 18 years of painstaking research, expertise and total dedication by the author to whom our gratitude is immense. 

Volume IV explores Jefferies' life and works from July 1882, when he moved with his family to Hove in East Sussex, until his death at Goring-by-Sea in August 1887--years that saw the reactivation of the tuberculosis that was to kill him, years of often intense physical suffering and mental anguish, during which Jefferies fought a heroic but losing battle against what he called the three giants of Disease, Despair, and Poverty. His woes were immeasurably compounded when in March 1885 he lost his infant son, Oliver Launcelot, to meningitis. His grief was such that he was unable to attend the funeral.

Illness caught Jefferies in a vicious spiral. It severely reduced his earning capacity by confining him indoors for long periods. As he told C.P. Scott, for whom he wrote a short history of his illness, he was entirely dependent on being in the open air, in direct contact with nature for inspiration. Doctors’ fees quickly eroded his savings, so that he began a slow but ineluctable slide into penury, a slide only temporarily halted by a grant of £100 from the Royal Literary Fund. Towards the end he became so weak that he was unable to use a pen and dictated to his devoted wife Jessie, who acted as his amanuensis.

Yet these were also the years in which, by a triumph of the human spirit over adversity, Jefferies produced his very finest work, including his masterpiece, the short volume of spiritual autobiography titled The Story of My Heart (1883), the cornerstone of his oeuvre. In it, Jefferies recounts the various stages of his spiritual progress from the time when, as a youth in his late teens, alone on a hill three miles from his home in his native Wiltshire, he received his illumination, a vision of eternity. In language of great freshness and purity, he describes his rapturous communion with sun, sky, stars, sea, and down, and his vision of a world free from want and needless toil.

In the final chapter Rossabi surveys Jefferies’ fluctuating reputation since his death and proposes reasons why he remains worth reading in the twenty-first century, why indeed his message remains more urgent than ever before.

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Stitched hardback, Wibalin cloth, dust jacket. ISBN: 9781838391713, 800pp., 90 black and white illustrations. Retail price £60. Publication date 6 November 2026 -- Jefferies' 178th birthday anniversay.

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